05/05/07

"When You're A World Within A World"

Current mood: Dorky

When I started writing this album last April I also started blazing every night or every other night... Up until April..... I know I should implant it in my brain that this is just a hobby (The band and the blazing)... But sometimes that doesn't make Big Trouble In Little China any easier to watch.....

I cut back on blazing though... I totally recommend smoking as much as possible if you live in and around the eastern city of angels known as Boston... It makes watching angry/horny dudes in un-tucked dress shirts in front of Sportsbars easier.... Lift some weights and jerk off you fucking monsters...
But I'm fighting like a muthafucka to get that feeling of peace, and being in the moment here and there in real-life.... Even though listening to any good album and smoking can't be too much of a sin... Right? It's makes you a better dancer.

I know there's a label for everything, "bi-polar", "add", "Post Traumatic Stress Syndrome", Dork....... I hate going to shrinks because it's hard to put all your thoughts and dreams onto someone's lap who is trying to get as many meetings out of you as possible.... Or else they might have to sell hats too.

Hell, Kafka (The Metamorphosis) worked all his life as an insurance agent and had to write his shit at night... And never got the props during his lifetime... But maybe there was a reason he didn't go right to a bar after work. Maybe he wrote it for a nice writer he met at super-market.

Maybe God has a TIVO and some drinking buddies.... And when God comes home from work...

Well God loves watching us get so close to the prize and get thrown down the well again... Or maybe there's always something lovely if your an okay person. "Hey check this scene out... No, shut the fuck up and watch what happens to this guy... Grab me another beer!"

Maybe it's just like the video game "Dragon's Lair"... You make a wrong move here and there but there's always a shit load of chances to press left next time, and avoid the creepy lizard with the crown trying to kill all of us....What a game.

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