03/24/08

This won't be a long one after the last blog, but I'm happy with the changes I'm going through. I feel much less angry. I'm connecting with alot more people and feeling alot better.

I find if I have any problems now it's because of the fact I know that although this change is happening deep down it sometimes takes the world a long time to catch up to that. The only thing I can do in the meantime is continue to be who I feel I can be. It's stupid, It's simple, and it wouldn't be understood by this blog. But it's how I feel today.

I sense a peace that feels like I can tap into all the energy in the world... Shit, now I sound like one of them. HA! I'm happy I was alive long enough to feel this way. Even for an afternoon... And to feel I know why.

Oh! and I had my last day of working retail this past Friday... It was a wonderful note to end on... I got a lightsaber, a strawberry cake from the Northend, and a card with some amazing messages from co-workers I worked with the past three and a half years. I'm so happy to feel Spring in the air, and also inside me. I'm happy I felt this for a little while.

I guess I can move on to falling in love or something new since I have at least given myself the chance to like me for once, but even my perception of who I'm capable of falling for has changed too.