02/18/08

Like I have in the past I'm experiencing everything in cycles this winter. Happiness followed by Boredom followed by Sadness followed by Happiness.

It's not the time of action that bothers me as much as the in betweens.

I really don't know if I'm at the end of a journey or a beginning of a new one... If I'm about to see the results, or another road.

Besides that, I've had a bunch of wonderful conversations over dinner, made a couple of new videos, and have a new album coming out next month... But that's just more of what i wrote about on my blog in the past with no new way to angle it. The only thing that makes me feel a bit better is a few people I talk to are on the same boat.

The only thing that's new is that I'm figuring out how to stop bitching about what I feel is wrong around me and trying to keep my head down and work my ass off on a solution that might change things for me instead of just complaining about it.

There's a great Korean Movie called "Old Boy" where a dude is stuck in a room for fifteen years until he figures out how to escape... Everytime he starts working on a plan this gas gets pumped into the room and he goes to sleep... Then the next day he wakes up and goes back to work on escaping... Until he does.