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09/07/07 I want to thank everyone who watched my episode of Sox Appeal on NESN. It was the first time in five years I tried being myself on TV, and not the angry douchey Robby Roadsteamer, and I'm so happy alot of you enjoyed it. It's sad when you so scared your alter-ego is much more loveable than yourself. I'm really excited and scared about the future. I guess I just got too attached to feeling it was my birthday everyday for the past week (it was actually my birthday last Monday!! I went to the Red Sox game with my parents and had to leave at the top of the 9th inning cause they kept showing me on TV through-out the game and creepy dudes came up and tried to get on TV with me!!) It makes selling hats at Fenway so much easier when people are saying wonderful things to you all day... Makes me feel good that I'm not just a retail person with some hobbies on the side... But alas I'm always afraid I turn into a pumpkin at midnight and that the roller coaster is starting to go down... I really love making people laugh, and being creative, and helping out my friends with their projects.... Cross that with a ambition I had since I was a kid to just go after every stupid dream I have (even if I never tell people what my deepest desires are) and it makes for lot's of ups and downs. I get this feeling the day after a release party, the day after anything huge I prepared for... There's this fear that I won't get a chance to try for the next bigger mountain... I'm not having problems with the highs and lows... Just the space in between which happens to be 90% of my existence... Reading and music has helped, but I really yearn to have the opportunity to focus on one project and make it bigger than anything I have ever done.... Rather than spreading myself over so many mediums and seeing small achievements in each area... Okay that's me today. E-mail Robby at robbyroadsteamer@aol.com 
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